best. post. ever. forever reblog.<33
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24
May
This photo was reblogged from waitin-on-the-world and originally by youre-all-that-i-can-think-ab0ut.
sorry, quick venting sesh…gonna be long..
i thought you were gonna be different this time, i thought giving you a second chance would all of a sudden change something between us, i thought “giving in” to you would make you miss me, i thought you were gonna say all the things ive been waiting to hear you say but you didnt, i thought you would want me back. I shouldnt of kissed you, again because it brought back all the shit ive been trying to forget. We didnt talk for 4 months straight and then you all of a sudden start talking to me, like nothing happened? A lot of shit happened..You got with my bestfriend and then got a girlfriend. Why the fuck are you talking to me like nothing happened? I tried so hard to avoid you and forget about you and then you come out of no where and say you miss me and want to chill, the fuck? Are you trying to hurt me, again? You text me, like you dont have a girlfriend and like you dont know how i feel about you…when you do, its like you have me wrapped around your finger. To be honest…if you all of a sudden came around and wanted to fix things, i would probably drop everything to be with you. Ugggggh, texting you makes me miss you even more than i already did. So ofcourse i give in and let you drive me home. Bad choice. It just made it even more hard to be in the car with you, and not be WITH you. Like dating you. It hurts so bad to know you have a girlfriend that you “love” and then know you only want to hookup with me. If you love you girlfriend so fucking much, why are you willing to cheat on her? LOL love, my ass. Then the conversations are just awkward cause i want to be straight up with you and be like ” Jeff, i miss you and i want you back” but i know your answer wont be the same. “Janell, i know but i have a girlfriend…” I just dont understand, you have a girlfriend but you “miss me” Make up your fucking mind. Then we go on a walk, like we did when we were together…and its like a rush of memories start to come back up. We might of not hung out a lot while we dated, but we had enough memories that make me miss you. Then you have the balls to beg me to kiss you? Did you forget you have a girlfriend? I turn you down, repeatedly, but yet you keep asking. The way you kept asking for a kiss/hug was hilarious. ”Janelll, just give me a hug then, please.” “Just give into me for once Janell” No, because a hug wont make you mine again, a hug wont make you miss me and a kiss deffinitly wont make you dump her for me. But ofcourse, i give in once again and when you hugged me…I never wanted to let go. It made me miss you more. Its like i wanted to let go and stop from getting myself hurt even more but i couldnt. Cause when we were hugging it felt like you wanted this too. We hugged a million times that day and everytime it was a long hug. You picked me up sometimes, put me over your shoulder, spun me around, made me smile and laugh like i used too…but i knew it wasnt gonna last. i swear in that point of time, i reallly thought you were gonna make a change. If someone was there taking pictures of us, they would of been like the couple pictures. Thats how bad it was. You kept telling me you want to kiss me because im “cute” and you never got to kiss me like that when we were dating…Oh? But giving in and letting you get what you want isnt going to change anything. Your not gonna dump her for me and your not gonna keep talking to me, your answer? “Well, you dont know that Janell, me and her have been fighting a lot lately” Okay? Your still gonna fix things with her and your still gonna leave me hanging. You tried kissing me probably a million times, and each time i refused because i know how it was gonna end. But oh well, i couldnt resist. Fuck your girlfriend. I promised to keep it a secret but now your ignoring me, not answering any of my texts and told me straight up you didnt want to be on lock down during the summer, so why should i exspect anything different from you in the summer if your doing this now…? i know for a fact you’ve seen my text…I dont want to be kept a secret. Either you own up to what you told me, or a little birdy is gonna tell your girlfriend. You chose. I’m done being played around with.
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(Source: thisisjustanexperiment)
23
May
This photo was reblogged from ambition-is-in-your-veins and originally by thisisjustanexperiment.
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(Source: fortheloveof-pink)
23
May
This photo was reblogged from if-falling-in-love-was-a-sin and originally by fortheloveof-pink.
